A Little Fun Mixed With A Little Bit of Life

My life is like a roller coaster. One minute I am up, and the next I am down. However, I would not have it any other way because the ride is exciting.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Thinking and Same Old

A new problem has a rose...I hate my job. I do not like my job. It has me worried. I hate another job. I have only been at this job about two months and I absolutely hate my job. Is there something wrong with me? I am way too critical about my job? I wish I could figure it out. I feel very similar about my current job as I did my previous position. I do not hate my boss or my co-workers but the whole situation makes me frustrated. I am truly considering stepping away from the health and wellness field. I think my problem is the background of my career. I feel it is a vicious cycle and it keeps spinning me around. A new problem I have is that I have no idea where or what I want to do next. I want a career where I make more money is something I find interesting. I want and need a structured job. I want to work the same hours everyday, from approximately 8-4:30. My biggest problem is that I never wanted to ever work. I also picked a career because I was told I had to but I never thought I would actually have to work. It is terrible to think this but it is true. What do I want to do? I do not know. Should I go back to school? What should I study? This sucks!!!!!