Golf Still Makes Me Cry

This past Wednesday I played in a golf tournament outside of Pittsburgh, Pa. It was not fun. I would call it a disaster. I was so embarrassed. I have been playing a lot of golf and have been able to work on my game more than in the past. However, I do not have a good practice area, and my confidence in the game is gone. It terrible to think as I get older the competitive nature of my game is disappearing. Work and life is more in the way, and golf is taking a backseat. I hate that I can not be as competitive as I use to be. It was such a huge blow. I am now learning that golf is going to be in my life but in a whole different way. I feel sad about that. I know that I have to grow and take life changes but it is hard. Golf will always be there but I will have to learn to appreciate the new aspects of the game. I can still do tournaments but I have to pick the right tournaments for me. Some lessons are harder to learn than others.