New Year in My Life

I turned 26 years old on Saturday June 5. I am not on the backside of my twenties. I am not so sure how I feel about this new year. I can already tell my body does not react like it did in high school or college. I have some aches and pains. The aches and pains seem to linger more than they use to. Also, the fear of 30 is creeping in. I still have four years till I turn 30 but it feels so close.

I also start to think about goals and dreams. Thinking back now, I know I use to say what I like to have accomplished by 25 but I do not remember what it was. I was never a person who really wanted a career. True be told I would rather be playing golf everyday, eating lunch with the ladies, and cooking dinner for my family and friends. In reality, I have accepted the fact I need to work. I feel finally I am on my way to a career that I could be possible enjoy. I start a new job on Monday as a Health and Wellness Director at a YMCA. I do not have to listen a stupid boss anymore. I have more control, and more ability to develop and lead.

Now that I have fewer years left in my twenties, what do I want to accomplish? That really is a good question. I hope to develop a good career. I want to develop and gain more responsibility. I want to join a nice country club. I like country clubs because they have golf, dining, and a lot of social opportunities. I grew up in a country club setting and feel very comfortable. In the future, I would like my children to have the same opportunities I had at a country club. I hope to save enough money so I can buy a house. Yes, I hope to marry and have children but that will happen when it happens. It does have to be before 30. I know right now I am not ready for marriage. I am still very selfish, and I am still trying to figure out how to live my life.

I still would like to be a PGA Tour wife. My career as amateur golfer is pretty much over. I will still play in some tournaments throughout the year but not like I use to. I love being around golf tournaments. I do love being a spectator of the game golf. It is fun to watch people play and see how they react to the course. Hahaha. A girl can dream.

As I start a new year of my life, I am ready for the challenges. If I can get through the last year I feel like I can get through anything. New challenges maybe hard but I just need to power through. So here it goes........